Hi and Goodbye
♥Wednesday, November 19, 2008 -{'12:46 PM

It's time for a goodbye
It doesn't hurt and I don't wanna cry
I just wish I'm the one who lied
No promises you'd die
shouldn't endured you that much
For what you did I will hold my grudge
You'll understand... :)
Maybe I'll forgive you
Maybe I will try..
But there's no way
for you and I...
Go,
I don't want you no more
No,
I wasn't in love with you yet
You wish I was
No matter what you said I pretend that I coudn't hear
Cos you ain't my anything..
You made me the substitute in your game
Could've been in love with you
But now I don't feel the same
you thought your buddies were cool
But as you do they're all fool
Love,
Karra Karim
Sept,2008
Labels: Hi and Goodbye
P2F
♥Sunday, November 2, 2008 -{'11:17 AM

Well some ppl keep on asking me what exactly happen to me at P2F 2008 when they actually saw myself auditioned twice on screen and made it to the next rounds.Well peeps i did but..sigh..maybe something better else is waiting fot me out there and it makes me more stronger to go on...well..may be..
Let's just refresh again...Seeing the advertisement of P2F really tempted me to go..but then I was like..neahhhh..better dont!! But then a week before it I saw it again and so I asked someone to get me the registration form.I filled it.But then still i didn't know if I was doing the right thing.Its been so long that I didn't join any singing competition but now..argghhh just do it.I thought.
Friday (Idontrememberthedate)I'm so in kb and the audition is going on here.and shyte I'm so damn sick.So I was like "ok just forget it maybe you'll do it in ICC audition..only if you're not still SICKKK!!!!"
Arggghhhhh..
Sunday(29.06.08)The audition is "on" today and I still am SICK (but recovering tho).I'm so in KB and it will be finished at 2pm.and it's so 1130 am waktu KB..I wish!!!So i took any outfit that i liked to wear.With no preparation at all I took the form with me and drove to ICC.Shoot I couldn't drive that fast because i was so damn dizzy and ayung hahaha and plus byk keta kali ah.. I reached ICC at 2pm!!!I took everythyg with me and ran to find the audition room..well its not that easy to run though because there's just a lotttttttttttt....lotttttttttttttttt of talents are already waiting for their turn and I was like still queing for registration and when its my turn the lil gurl just said "pls take this and paste this no on ure shirt".. and I saw no 397!!!what the...????and right away I saw a lady with 318 just went into the audition room.I was like "great I can sleep again.."
Looked for a space at this sofa..and yes I did sleep.....
snooozzeee..."397!!!!! 397!!!!!!" I woke up and said "its me....!!!!!" I ran to the toilet just to freshen up my face(luckily I was prepared with my toothpaste and all)..and went inside the audition room..I heard someone just got rejected..
"maaf bakat you belum smpai ketahap yg kita cari..."(woman's voice) and man I didn't even prepare a song!!!all I can I think of right now is..one last cry-brian mcknight!!but then its because i've been listening to that song again n again on my cd in my car!!what the...????malasku ingau eh,nyanyi saja tia!!! ...
In front of the judges
I saw Siti Hajar's face and Hans Anwar and shyte i was nervous like hell..i still have flu and gosh there's just a lot of things in my mind..I started singing one last cry..." my shattered dream...broken heart..and..." STOP!!! i stopped.This lady (idontknowhername) asked me to stop and simply asked me to sing another song..so I was like umm...Atas nama cinta by rossa??.."mengapa yang lain bisa~~mendua dengan mudahnya..namun kita terbelenggu..dlm ikatan tanpa cinta...seconds after that..I heard compliments on my ears hahahahaha kambang and..i had yesses from all of the judges!
Well then peeps after two weeks time I went for the next round and made it to the top 40.But then again..I suffered tonsil and I couldnt sing at all..;( this tonsil thingy just effected my voice and I couldnt do it.I just couldn't.I decided to back off from P2F..I was really2 sad about it..But hey now I'm healthy again and I'm still waiting for somethyng out there to shine me-off..patiently ;) I'm working on my songs to be recorded now..If you're interested to listen to me singing "Bersama S'lamanya(the demo)" just shout me out here.
Love,
Karra Karim
Labels: Karra at P2F..